Thursday, September 8, 2016

my beef with (higher) education

This post is mostly just a venue for me to vent about problems I find and experience with our educational system.

I'm currently in graduate school at the U. Many of my classes are undergraduate courses with a graduate label, meaning it has both undergraduates and graduates taking the same class. I would be totally fine with this if there was some accommodation where the graduate students were given extra or additional instruction. However, it nerves me that the professor is giving the exact same lecture, and assigning me four times the work as the undergraduates (all spur-of-the moment, too). I would be okay with a separate syllabus presented to me at the beginning of class, outlining extra expectations, but instead, the professor spontaneously decides (in the middle of the class, in front of the whole class) that I should write four times the amount of everyone else (a writing assignment, by the way, which is complete busy work), and also that I should read two extra books, just for my information. Infuriating. Am I okay with doing extra work? Sure. Am I okay with being presented with higher expectations than peers? Yes. As long as those expectations are purposeful, clear, and organized. None of which these have been.

Which brings me to my next point. One of my biggest concerns with higher education is the fact that the professors that teach the highest level of courses (university courses) have LITTLE to NO training in teaching methodology. They are professors because they are "book smart" and know how to research. Your ability to research, in my opinion, has very LITTLE correlation to your ability to teach. They are entirely two separate and different skills. I can not even count the number of times I have sat in a lecture, clearly driven by the professor's desire to aggrandize him/herself and their research and fame, instead of a lecture that is driven by the motive to help the students by sound teaching practices that unfold unclear principles and make them clear. Why aren't our professors more trained (and more interested) in learning how to become better teachers instead of better researchers? The difference between a professor who understands how to teach and a professor who is only there to talk about what he knows is monumental.

On the same token, I believe because of the restrictions on professors about research, many exceptional and highly-qualified educators are being kept out of higher education because they don't produce enough research. Some of my most stimulating and interesting courses (and applicable courses) were taught at community colleges, from teachers that had been teaching in lower education for years, or PhD candidates that have real-world teaching experience. Your ability to teach is the tool by which you communicate your passion for the content. Passion without the ability to teach clearly and convey it to someone else is useless!

Another problem I have with the education field is that the hoops required to "jump through" do not have enough purpose, meaning, or explanation. Speaking of research, what is the research behind the standardized tests used to evaluate teacher knowledge and ability? For example, I spent years, and hundreds of dollars trying to pass the "Chinese Praxis," a standardized four-hour test meant to assess my proficiency as an educator. Instead of finding predictable indicators of proficiency on the test, I was faced with unrealistically fast time limits on questions, obscure and geographically isolated topics that only someone from that town would have known. None of these topics have ever come up in my teaching, in any of the courses I have taken in Chinese (clue: I've taken ALL the courses about Chinese available), and none of which have any bearing on my ability to convey knowledge about the Chinese language or passion for the culture to young learners. This test was a huge obstacle to my own confidence as a teacher, to my ability to become certified, and an unjustified smack to all the hard work I had invested into the lives of these children and into studying and becoming proficient in the content myself. After two failures of this test, I witnessed other educators, native in the language but terrible educators that left students feeling discouraged, quitting the program, and giving up on themselves and the language, continue teaching.

Although I spent months rallying to change the test, resulting in a lowering of the passing score of the Praxis for candidates for certification, the issue still remains. The test is the same. It will leave anyone who takes the test feeling discouraged, saddened, confused at the questions and the content. And I would still give more than anything to see the research behind the test, and to understand why they chose the questions they did, with the time limits they did.

Fast forward to this past summer. I walk in to meet with the Superintendent of the school district in McCall where I am now living. I meet with him to tell him that I am qualified and willing to pioneer his Chinese program. He responds with, "Between Spanish and Chinese, I just don't know which language will mesh better with the children's brains." What? You're telling me that learning is a matter of brain development? How about learning will help your brain development.




Sunday, September 4, 2016

our august au revoir

1. For the first two weeks of the Olympics, all we did every night was watch the Olympics. And we loved it. And I am pretty sure Samuel memorized all the gold/silver/bronze counts of every country and pretty soon I realized our life was becoming a little unbalanced...but it was so worth it! I mean, LeDecky & Phelps...and the entire U.S. Gymnastics team...good thing they are only a few weeks! We made this amazing Brazilian inspired meal to celebrate the opening ceremony (all dishes inspired by my sister Emily who made the same dishes). 


2. Cath & Matt's Wedding: Sister hike in Utah to celebrate Catherine and Matt's nuptials! Its was so fun to hike up Lake Blanche with all four of my sisters. Only missing our sister-in-laws!!


On Catherine's wedding day in front of the Timpanogous Temple!
The Shultz team is born!!
3. Soaking in the last few days of summer in McCall (the most epic summer yet) for some amazing huckleberry ice cream with my huckleberry hunk, relaxing on the beach reading Gone with the Wind (Scarlett is the worst!), & our "Cast Away" kayakamping :)






The morning after we camped on the island, I wanted to swim back to the shore (I think it's a little over a half mile, which is a lot in a lake with tons of waves). I've decided that swimming in a lake is 10000% harder than in a pool. I used to think I was just out of shape but then I came to the pool here on campus and I don't struggle nearly as much as in the lake.
Samuel is the best because he supports me in crazy ideas...
4. Saying goodbye for now: For those of you who don't know, I moved back to SLC to finish up my last semester of graduate school. Leaving Samuel and my home in McCall was actually more traumatic than I had anticipated and I cried for the first two hours of the drive. I can't decide whether it was because I have done "this drive" a billion times when we dated (PTSD), but I think it's mostly that I have gotten used to having this Babe around and life's not as sweet without him, simply put. He is always so supportive of me, says what I need to hear, and helps me do hard things. He is such an inspiration to me! He is doing a lot of hard things, too. Although he couldn't get a detail in Salt Lake, his boss was nice enough to say that if he finished all of his projects and things on his evaluation by the end of the fiscal year (Sept. 30), he can have flexibility to telework for longer periods of time in Salt Lake. (YAY!) He has been working SO hard, putting in overtime every day, studying for hours for the Professional Engineering Exam he has coming up in late October. He is a GEM. Also, I love technology...
 

5. Weekend Adventures: we have driven back and forth twice and it was so nice to be home in McCall for a weekend and now to have Samuel up here this weekend (he is napping now). Last weekend I made it in time to join up with some ladies in our ward who went backpacking. It was SO fun to chat with them and get to know them. Not to mention the scenery was amazing.

McCall Visit
The lighting kiiillleeeddd me on this hike. I mean, isn't this beautiful!
Saturday mornings should always have amazing breakfasts...like huckleberry pancakes, bacon, and fresh fruit with this guy. :) 
Samuel and I have been talking about hiking this hike called "Twenty Mile Lakes" (NOT twenty miles). We finally made it ! We saw these amazing wildflowers along the way and had some nice chatting along the way.

Here we are at the top! It was a rough hike physically for me in some ways (wasn't feeling amazing the whole time, but I finished!) but I still enjoyed it a lot.
 Salt Lake City Visit

Sam has come down this weekend for five days and it has been SO nice to have the undistracted, focused time together. It has been awesome to have him around and "feel whole" again. We have enjoyed chatting, eating out, going backpacking, shopping, enjoying time with friends, and tomorrow going to the theater with Cath & Matt!

Apparently it is fall in the High Uintas! These aspens were killing me.
Christmas Meadows got me feeling like Christmas, in August.
Sometimes I make Samuel do silly faces, bless his heart 


Sam's bed head (100%) and the amazing Amethyst Lake!! Clearest blue water!
How we feel about backpacking :)
aspens feed my soul
This view was breathtaking.  
Mornings in the mountains :)